sick

my heart sick,
my whole body sick,
Im cried, when I need you badly.

I need panadol when suffer,
I have a high fever,
so hot, but my hand and my sole so cool,
wear sock then ate medicine and blur sleep...

my brain  has an impulse(冲动), wanna sms him and ask him can help me buy panadol to me?!

Finally, I cant..

I really scared heard the bad answer,
I dont know to endure my sick and he give me hurt,
like so pity..

who also dont want have a sad life.

Im have a new life,
enjoy, enjoy and enjoy...

life in happiness,
without him, not without your own life.
he just a part of my life.

One day, I will sms him,
I will...

hope dont get hurt anymore,
just fren,ok?!

goodnight,KC^^