Salient memory

Bowling, GSC and all about the entertainment area at 1U
where influence me deeply.

Your face keep appear on my mind.
Shit....Fuck...whatever!
what the***

I should to speak those words.
can tell me why..

long time didnt went there.
not to escape the memory and you.
is I really wont went there because of shopping,
just you will bring me go there only.

feel like me go there with you only..
NoNoNO...

I also have go with my fren,
but my mind keep pop out our memory.

I didnt cry,I was non sense saw around.
remember your smile, your hug, your angry and your non feeling shit face.

yea...
I specially keep there as our memory,
520 we went there, but dont know why went there.

For you as normal...
For me is special.

Finally, you replied me.
I not excited, even dont want to reply him.

maybe get many disappoint,
now really be disheartened(灰心),
same with give up?!
Hmm...almost same gua!!!

1U....
I most like there,
even miss you so much when go there..

Sometime, love somewhere is no reason..

simple love there^^

angry

I dont know angry him or angry myself...

know his pattern,

why still force myself miss him...

I cut my long hair,

many people praise my hair style,

suitable me and didnt regret it...

I will cry if the hair was ugly.

change my look,change my mind, change my target too...

Im single...

from now,I wont contact him anymore,

unless he sms me first...

if not, we are stranger.

Im cried because of YOU...

worthless...

My tear is priceless,

you insult my tear.

bad guy cant change back be a good guy.

give him a chance,

then who give me a chance?

myself?!

thats right...

wont change because of other,

wanna change because myself.

you not a glamour guy,

you just a normal guy...

somehow...

I wont forget in my life...

never...

about you,

you always on my mind.

goodnight^^KC

撑。伞

 

抱着膝盖，抱着自己，

象征着自我保护。

你的肩膀像这把伞，

当我的情绪刮风下雨时，

你的肩膀出现在我面前，

脸上下起了雨，

然后你的衣服吸收了我的雨水。

巨蟹座是很专一的人，

我不是。

我只是不会表达我对你的爱有多深，

照片里的我，

都是很活泼开朗，

当我看回这些照片时，

感到很陌生，

像我站在镜子前，

看到一模一样的陌生人。

我。开始不在乎。

因为我看见你的冷漠，

是不是我开始放弃等待的同时，

你也放弃了等待?!

我过得很快乐，

因为我不想看到另一面的自己。

那排斥的苦瓜脸，

人家不会同情的苦，

只会虚伪的与你分享快乐。

这就是在这社会上的生存之道。

你。

是一枚钉，

狠狠地用锤子敲打自己的头，

钻进我的心。

当你狠心的拔回出来时，

我的心流血不止，

我阻止你的离去，

回到了原位，

只是你的心已不在。

受尽折磨的伤口，
终究会痊愈，
当自己咬紧牙关，
用力的拔钉子拉出...

goodnight^^KC