calling

Wow...happy today!
dont know why heard his sound I really excited and hard to say my feeling now.
Actually, Im struggle before call him.
Im worried he dont want pick up my phone then just ignore my calling.

Ok...Im admit, I FEEL dissapoint when he miss my 2 call.
then lost direction and sad continue found out the way.
Few minute,his sms came.
Im surprise for that and call him again,
He did answer me also,Im angry.

Finally he call me.
I heard his voice qiute excited,
then I dispassionate asked him how to found the way.
He told me patiently.
I like his voice.its mature and calm,
that why I cant waive him, even he belong to other.
Yoo...long time din sms him,
now I called him, but not said miss him, just ask something.

Now...I want to say I really miss you.
sososo much...
Waiting for you?!
hmm...maybe!

18/7/2011
Hope...