today you didnt reply me,
maybe you too busy today,
didnt on FB also.
my heart feel uncomfortable,
need somewhere to spend out my mood.
U again?!
influence my mood easily.
I like this pattern to keep our relationship,
yet you not cooperation.
why other can enjoy in their love,
but me cant?!
who problem?!
is you or me?!
our relationship cannot have a happy ending?!
our ending is I was turned and left you,
but you dont have any response there,
leave alone quietly.
you may said, we not suitable each other,
I will said, why you havent try then comfirm that?!
unfair.
I need heard the final answer from your mouth,
if not, I won't give up.
Sorry for my disturb.
good night...KC!
2011年9月18日星期日
任。性
你知道吗?!
我这次不想用英文表达我的心情。
就让我任性一次。
很不争气，每当看偶像剧我就会情不自禁的对号入座。
我就那么想和你会有美满结局，
最后我并没有。
我往往都是从主角被调到当第二女主角去了。
就是得不到爱的那位，
过去的事就留给回忆吧！
或许更好还在前面，不是吗?!
我不该哭，我为什么要那么可怜兮兮乞求你回到我身边?!
真的值得为你付出吗?!
流过的泪水，我抹了多少回?
那些回忆，在脑里重复了几回?
我的心房，被那些伤痛伤了几回？
这一些，是不是最好的证明，
证明我忘不掉，
即使狠狠地忘记，那空空的感觉，
很不自在，很麻木，甚至产生了无限的恐惧。
你能不能让我任性的爱你一回，
即使你的心已不在?!
施舍我也好，同情我也好，
我不在乎。
能让我有一段扎实的回忆，
就算我们分手了，我也甘之如饴。
你知道吗?!
我好久没有见到你了，
想看见你的样子，不知你过得怎么样;
想听到你的声音，是否还是一样；
想牵牵的大手，感受被你保护的感觉；
想靠靠你的肩膀，听听你的心跳。
就让我过过女主角的瘾，好不好?!
还是签个契约，到了限期我真的离开，
那你就能脱身了。
想得周到吧!hehe~~
让我有个美满的结局。
可以吗?!
我讨厌下雨天，
因为你不在，没人帮我挡雨。
今天天气很凉爽，只是你去了哪里?!
我想你...
晚安啦！俊...
我这次不想用英文表达我的心情。
就让我任性一次。
很不争气，每当看偶像剧我就会情不自禁的对号入座。
我就那么想和你会有美满结局，
最后我并没有。
我往往都是从主角被调到当第二女主角去了。
就是得不到爱的那位，
过去的事就留给回忆吧！
或许更好还在前面，不是吗?!
我不该哭，我为什么要那么可怜兮兮乞求你回到我身边?!
真的值得为你付出吗?!
流过的泪水，我抹了多少回?
那些回忆，在脑里重复了几回?
我的心房，被那些伤痛伤了几回？
这一些，是不是最好的证明，
证明我忘不掉，
即使狠狠地忘记，那空空的感觉，
很不自在，很麻木，甚至产生了无限的恐惧。
你能不能让我任性的爱你一回，
即使你的心已不在?!
施舍我也好，同情我也好，
我不在乎。
能让我有一段扎实的回忆，
就算我们分手了，我也甘之如饴。
你知道吗?!
我好久没有见到你了，
想看见你的样子，不知你过得怎么样;
想听到你的声音，是否还是一样；
想牵牵的大手，感受被你保护的感觉；
想靠靠你的肩膀，听听你的心跳。
就让我过过女主角的瘾，好不好?!
还是签个契约，到了限期我真的离开，
那你就能脱身了。
想得周到吧!hehe~~
让我有个美满的结局。
可以吗?!
我讨厌下雨天，
因为你不在，没人帮我挡雨。
今天天气很凉爽，只是你去了哪里?!
我想你...
晚安啦！俊...
2011年9月6日星期二
Giraffe's Birthday
He is Mr.Giraffe.
because he likes mention his neck is long when compare height with me,
so that, he has this nick name.
他是。我第一次主动告白的男生；
他。拒绝了我；
他。的理由很充足。
我们还是朋友，
我们还是可以把那件事收得好好，
然后继续的向对方微笑。
今年的生日，
我不是不请自来，
而是有人约我。
当看到我时，
有点吓到，
然后就摆回他冷酷的样子，
曾经的感觉消失不见，
找回朋友的味道。
做情侣会有一层膜，
做朋友反而轻松自在，
这才是我们的关系。
第一次，
零距离的脸对脸，
那心跳的感觉找不回了，
那暗恋的情感早就飞到他方，
就纯粹是朋友的距离，
健康的心态。
原来，
放下是怎样的。
就是，
对方对你做什么举动，
你都无动于衷。
今晚，
我真的很欢愉，
我们之间的距离没有那件事儿疏远，
反而，
我更一层的了解你，
了解那班朋友，
越勉强自己要做到，
往往都会做不到。
我保持不在意的心态，
最终得到我心里想得到的。
不要计划，才是最好的计划。
生日快乐，
长颈鹿^^
2011年9月4日星期日
break UP
一.當愛情不在的時候，請對他（她）說聲祝福，畢竟曾經愛過。
二.結束以後，別告訴他我恨你，愛情是兩個人的事，錯過了大家都有責任。
三.離開以後想到的，定是落寞的畫面，請你忘記它。一個人總要有個新的開始，別讓過去把你栓在悲哀的殿堂。
四.別說你最愛的是誰，人生還很長，誰也無法預知明天。也許你的真愛還在下一秒等著你。
五.說分手的時候不要吵鬧，畢竟兩個在在一起那麼久。 分來他（她）也會難過，只是他（她）比較明智，不想束縛你的或他的明天。好聚好散，以後還是朋友，大家都有自己的無奈。
六.別把哀傷掛在嘴上，每個人都有自己的故事。活著不是為了懷念昨天，而是要等待希望。讓大家都看到你的堅強，離開他你也可以過得很好。
七.離開以後，大聲的告訴他（她）：「我愛你，與你無關。」愛是你的權利，把想說的都說出來。平靜的回憶你們的過去，然後哭吧。哭完就把一切都留在昨天，永遠不要去觸及。
八.想他（她）的時候，就想想他（她）的好，他的笑，記得曾經愛過一個人。別去管最後是誰開始了背叛，開心過就好。
九.分手了就做回自己。一個人的世界同樣有月升月落，也有美麗的瞬間。把他（她）歸為記憶。
十.一個人的世界總需要另一個人做陪襯。他（她）離開了，那是他（她）襯不起你。相信自己會有更好的明天。
二.結束以後，別告訴他我恨你，愛情是兩個人的事，錯過了大家都有責任。
三.離開以後想到的，定是落寞的畫面，請你忘記它。一個人總要有個新的開始，別讓過去把你栓在悲哀的殿堂。
四.別說你最愛的是誰，人生還很長，誰也無法預知明天。也許你的真愛還在下一秒等著你。
五.說分手的時候不要吵鬧，畢竟兩個在在一起那麼久。 分來他（她）也會難過，只是他（她）比較明智，不想束縛你的或他的明天。好聚好散，以後還是朋友，大家都有自己的無奈。
六.別把哀傷掛在嘴上，每個人都有自己的故事。活著不是為了懷念昨天，而是要等待希望。讓大家都看到你的堅強，離開他你也可以過得很好。
七.離開以後，大聲的告訴他（她）：「我愛你，與你無關。」愛是你的權利，把想說的都說出來。平靜的回憶你們的過去，然後哭吧。哭完就把一切都留在昨天，永遠不要去觸及。
八.想他（她）的時候，就想想他（她）的好，他的笑，記得曾經愛過一個人。別去管最後是誰開始了背叛，開心過就好。
九.分手了就做回自己。一個人的世界同樣有月升月落，也有美麗的瞬間。把他（她）歸為記憶。
十.一個人的世界總需要另一個人做陪襯。他（她）離開了，那是他（她）襯不起你。相信自己會有更好的明天。
2011年8月24日星期三
why
two days left...
afterthat,I may be change my lifestyle.
something will happened,it's can't change.
even you said many times,
really hope that happen never occur before.
unfortunately,
it's happened, you appear.
it's happened, you disappear.
it's happened, you appear again.
you get my heart easily.
instead, I cant get your heart easily.
I hate, why you can do it,
I cant...
I had noticed your status.
your friend also feel you bad mood recently,
can tell me why?!
one of the status,you said...
I never understand you before.
you especially put 'you',
seem this person really important for you.
you know,
I have anticipate in Hari Raya even I will leaving KL few days,
My mind keep repeated My Singapore Trip in last year.
You gave me a surprise,even that time I just be your spare tyre.
I know last time she went to Taiwan,
I thought you will following with her,
But you didn't.
first time sms you in singapore.
you dont care where am I.
I feel happy you keep in touch with me.
maybe that time you also contact with her.
If has a chance, I will do all my best stick with you.
maybe face a lot of obstacles, hope all can overcome.
I think back all about of you.
good memories, sad memories.
its keep agrue there.
forget really difficult.
If can,I hope I can help them.
before is my fault...
they feel cant forget each other,
I totally quit the game.
they still miss each other.
I feel it.
after exam,after trip
I have a challege,
dont know success or not,
but I will do the best.
money...Im coming.
new life....
Good night...KC
afterthat,I may be change my lifestyle.
something will happened,it's can't change.
even you said many times,
really hope that happen never occur before.
unfortunately,
it's happened, you appear.
it's happened, you disappear.
it's happened, you appear again.
you get my heart easily.
instead, I cant get your heart easily.
I hate, why you can do it,
I cant...
I had noticed your status.
your friend also feel you bad mood recently,
can tell me why?!
one of the status,you said...
I never understand you before.
you especially put 'you',
seem this person really important for you.
you know,
I have anticipate in Hari Raya even I will leaving KL few days,
My mind keep repeated My Singapore Trip in last year.
You gave me a surprise,even that time I just be your spare tyre.
I know last time she went to Taiwan,
I thought you will following with her,
But you didn't.
first time sms you in singapore.
you dont care where am I.
I feel happy you keep in touch with me.
maybe that time you also contact with her.
If has a chance, I will do all my best stick with you.
maybe face a lot of obstacles, hope all can overcome.
I think back all about of you.
good memories, sad memories.
its keep agrue there.
forget really difficult.
If can,I hope I can help them.
before is my fault...
they feel cant forget each other,
I totally quit the game.
they still miss each other.
I feel it.
after exam,after trip
I have a challege,
dont know success or not,
but I will do the best.
money...Im coming.
new life....
Good night...KC
2011年8月22日星期一
2011年8月20日星期六
stomachache
Hate this feel now!
why girl should bear the period suffer...
stomach pain like hell..
cant do anything,let it keep pain..
if not feeling well, can eat medicine control it.
but now cant eat medicine, afraid will adverse effect after eat.
keep rolling on the bed, cant concentrate on my revision.
Monday coming...
can I skip next whole week then direct jump to next next week,
my hatzah trip...ohya!!
Waiting that day coming, leave malaysia 3 days..
let me escape all happen and problem 3 days,
afterthat only decide and settle all.
now really dullness, izzit period influence me be stupid,
my response a bit hesitant when face something.
today was meaning day..
I like the talk,except the part of introduce of insurance.
I like what he said,I know in the whole life we should face the choice.
yet, WE should be gratified, because we had choice in our life,
if not, we control by other,we cannot do what we like.
sometime choice will let us be contradiction.
somehow whether want or not?!
maybe dont think anymore better.
concentrate on my exam after my trip only think^^
now really miss your shoulder,
then use your hand touch my stomach,
because your hand so warm,
I like that feel^^
today you didnt online,
where did you go?!
guess...
I make sure one thing that is you enjoy your life now,
me too^^
god bless you...
Goodnight^^KC...
why girl should bear the period suffer...
stomach pain like hell..
cant do anything,let it keep pain..
if not feeling well, can eat medicine control it.
but now cant eat medicine, afraid will adverse effect after eat.
keep rolling on the bed, cant concentrate on my revision.
Monday coming...
can I skip next whole week then direct jump to next next week,
my hatzah trip...ohya!!
Waiting that day coming, leave malaysia 3 days..
let me escape all happen and problem 3 days,
afterthat only decide and settle all.
now really dullness, izzit period influence me be stupid,
my response a bit hesitant when face something.
today was meaning day..
I like the talk,except the part of introduce of insurance.
I like what he said,I know in the whole life we should face the choice.
yet, WE should be gratified, because we had choice in our life,
if not, we control by other,we cannot do what we like.
sometime choice will let us be contradiction.
somehow whether want or not?!
maybe dont think anymore better.
concentrate on my exam after my trip only think^^
now really miss your shoulder,
then use your hand touch my stomach,
because your hand so warm,
I like that feel^^
today you didnt online,
where did you go?!
guess...
I make sure one thing that is you enjoy your life now,
me too^^
god bless you...
Goodnight^^KC...
订阅：
博文 (Atom)