why

two days left...
afterthat,I may be change my lifestyle.
something will happened,it's can't change.

even you said many times,
really hope that happen never occur before.
unfortunately,
it's happened, you appear.
it's happened, you disappear.
it's happened, you appear again.

you get my heart easily.
instead, I cant get your heart easily.

I hate, why you can do it,
I cant...

I had noticed your status.

your friend also feel you bad mood recently,
can tell me why?!

one of the status,you said...
I never understand you before.

you especially put 'you',
seem this person really important for you.

you know,
I have anticipate in Hari Raya even I will leaving KL few days,

My mind keep repeated My Singapore Trip in last year.
You gave me a surprise,even that time I just be your spare tyre.
I know last time she went to Taiwan,
I thought you will following with her,
But you didn't.

first time sms you in singapore.
you dont care where am I.
I feel happy you keep in touch with me.
maybe that time you also contact with her.

If has a chance, I will do all my best stick with you.
maybe face a lot of obstacles, hope all can overcome.
I think back all about of you.
good memories, sad memories.

its keep agrue there.
forget really difficult.

If can,I hope I can help them.
before is my fault...

they feel cant forget each other,
I totally quit the game.
they still miss each other.
I feel it.

after exam,after trip
I have a challege,
dont know success or not,
but I will do the best.

money...Im coming.

new life....

Good night...KC

stick wih you

What should I do now?!

stomachache

Hate this feel now!
why girl should bear the period suffer...

stomach pain like hell..
cant do anything,let it keep pain..

if not feeling well, can eat medicine control it.
but now cant eat medicine, afraid will adverse effect after eat.
keep rolling on the bed, cant concentrate on my revision.

Monday coming...
can I skip next whole week then direct jump to next next week,
my hatzah trip...ohya!!
Waiting that day coming, leave malaysia 3 days..

let me escape all happen and problem 3 days,
afterthat only decide and settle all.
now really dullness, izzit period influence me be stupid,
my response a bit hesitant when face something.

today was meaning day..
I like the talk,except the part of introduce of insurance.

I like what he said,I know in the whole life we should face the choice.
yet, WE should be gratified, because we had choice in our life,
if not, we control by other,we cannot do what we like.

sometime choice will let us be contradiction.
somehow whether want or not?!

maybe dont think anymore better.
concentrate on my exam after my trip only think^^

now really miss your shoulder,
then use your hand touch my stomach,
because your hand so warm,
I like that feel^^

today you didnt online,
where did you go?!
guess...

I make sure one thing that is you enjoy your life now,
me too^^
god bless you...

Goodnight^^KC...

Hurt

You're hurt me badly.
I dont know when feel it,
Now I cant stronger myself,
Just wanna hide myself in a nobody place then cry AGAIN.

No need inform who to comfort me U are nothing,
Those words heard many time till no feeling.

Watched touching idol drama just now,
Im cried...because We had ended,
I cant like actor fall in love with you,
Why...I regret agreed to your request.

Forget...I dont know how to write this word already,
even forget that meaning...
I just know you and everything have always been on my mind.

You keep groaning(唉声叹气)there, for what?!
Is for me see or her?!

What I worry about?!
Izzit worry you have a new gf?!
OR You never cant be my bf?!

the reason is fade, nevertheless BREAK UP is real.

BREAK UP?!

I smile...

perhaps...we should'nt be starting!!

Now...Had a Start, yet havent a END.

stubborn really for nothing...

Something wrong that only stubborn with you only...

Kixiao...

Tonight waste long time to write the bitch in here..
hu.........release but havent start my revision?!

Damn....

Switch off all about you in my heart temporary.
No....Is never!!

am I depression?!

Ohno...really worthless!

LAST time presuming myself...

Emo...Stay away from me~~~~~~~~~~~

Everyday Im sufferingggggggxD

no feel

so boring at home,
wake up then go refrigerator find something to cook,
after my stomach full sat infront TV,
finish TV drama feel tired and sleep again...

That is my lazy day at home..
cant go out because out of cash,
I wanna go SEM BREAK end of the month..

Even stay 1 night also need money to spend,right?!

He had 1 week didnt reply my sms,
haiz!!
I know what he thinking,
his friend said he like to escape the truth when something changed.

but he deny...

you are guy when you have this attitude that really spoil your image in my heart.
ok...I know!you dont care about this..
You never care my feel from start.

your status wrote:
you treat me coldness,I feel that so unfamiliar.

I hope we better be stranger.
and just say hello to goodbye.

I wont cry because of you, wont so to persist keep our contact,
at the end, Im lost...
lost many thing especially my happy time..
Fly away!!

But now..
cant fly away that is my final exam,
turn on my study mood,plz...

I really need it...

Gambateh...ddo all my best!!

Goodnight...KC

tonight sure have a nice sleeping,
because accompany with the raining night^^

escape

What is you wanna escape now?!
I really dont understand you,
when I see your comment,
Im disappoint...

share a meaning sentance:
be your friend better than be your lover.

ok...I know you in short time,
even can said we not really understand each other,
We know, because we need a people beside with us during boring time.

has a partner when wanna watch movie,
Has a people when wanna sing k.

useless....
i cant handle at all,
whatever you do...

I'm just can see your status in your FB,
That's all...

Nothing on you...


be your normal friend,rite?!

I will do well^^

doesnt mean I give up my dream...

Dont know why my feeling quite complicated when know something...

Fuck........

is about your bad thing..

your mettle...

You are guy,dont simply give up myself there,

I know you can do it...

I will shared this happiness with you in the back when you success.

dont to blow off what happened let you emo there,
change yourself.

Waiting for you.

I wont forget you in future...FOREVER!!

Goodnight^^KC...

Relationship

know I realize we how to maintain our relationship,
It is sms, WE never meet again,right?!

even once chance, you also don't want give,
let me hurt,let me cry.

what happen let you give up our relationship?!
my attitude?!my temper?!or I like spend money then you don't like?!

or you feel our relationship as like a game？
Finish the game that mean our relationship is game over...

At first,I also feel our relationship like a game,
We cant see in the future when we together,
we really complicated, I might not have confident with you in the future,
We always has quarrel because the small matter.

BUT...
The bad thing is before feel like a game,
now I'm serious face this relationship,
I'm really love you, but you quit the game.

I like your status,
Maybe our relationship is over the friendship，
yet havent reach the love position.

the timing was wrong,
I met the wrong people in the wrong time.

if repeat my life again,
I also choose this way again,
Because of YOU.

I will treasure our sweet time....
even lost you at last.

FRIEND...

GOODnight...KC!