stomachache

Hate this feel now!
why girl should bear the period suffer...

stomach pain like hell..
cant do anything,let it keep pain..

if not feeling well, can eat medicine control it.
but now cant eat medicine, afraid will adverse effect after eat.
keep rolling on the bed, cant concentrate on my revision.

Monday coming...
can I skip next whole week then direct jump to next next week,
my hatzah trip...ohya!!
Waiting that day coming, leave malaysia 3 days..

let me escape all happen and problem 3 days,
afterthat only decide and settle all.
now really dullness, izzit period influence me be stupid,
my response a bit hesitant when face something.

today was meaning day..
I like the talk,except the part of introduce of insurance.

I like what he said,I know in the whole life we should face the choice.
yet, WE should be gratified, because we had choice in our life,
if not, we control by other,we cannot do what we like.

sometime choice will let us be contradiction.
somehow whether want or not?!

maybe dont think anymore better.
concentrate on my exam after my trip only think^^

now really miss your shoulder,
then use your hand touch my stomach,
because your hand so warm,
I like that feel^^

today you didnt online,
where did you go?!
guess...

I make sure one thing that is you enjoy your life now,
me too^^
god bless you...

Goodnight^^KC...

Hurt

You're hurt me badly.
I dont know when feel it,
Now I cant stronger myself,
Just wanna hide myself in a nobody place then cry AGAIN.

No need inform who to comfort me U are nothing,
Those words heard many time till no feeling.

Watched touching idol drama just now,
Im cried...because We had ended,
I cant like actor fall in love with you,
Why...I regret agreed to your request.

Forget...I dont know how to write this word already,
even forget that meaning...
I just know you and everything have always been on my mind.

You keep groaning(唉声叹气)there, for what?!
Is for me see or her?!

What I worry about?!
Izzit worry you have a new gf?!
OR You never cant be my bf?!

the reason is fade, nevertheless BREAK UP is real.

BREAK UP?!

I smile...

perhaps...we should'nt be starting!!

Now...Had a Start, yet havent a END.

stubborn really for nothing...

Something wrong that only stubborn with you only...

Kixiao...

Tonight waste long time to write the bitch in here..
hu.........release but havent start my revision?!

Damn....

Switch off all about you in my heart temporary.
No....Is never!!

am I depression?!

Ohno...really worthless!

LAST time presuming myself...

Emo...Stay away from me~~~~~~~~~~~

Everyday Im sufferingggggggxD

no feel

so boring at home,
wake up then go refrigerator find something to cook,
after my stomach full sat infront TV,
finish TV drama feel tired and sleep again...

That is my lazy day at home..
cant go out because out of cash,
I wanna go SEM BREAK end of the month..

Even stay 1 night also need money to spend,right?!

He had 1 week didnt reply my sms,
haiz!!
I know what he thinking,
his friend said he like to escape the truth when something changed.

but he deny...

you are guy when you have this attitude that really spoil your image in my heart.
ok...I know!you dont care about this..
You never care my feel from start.

your status wrote:
you treat me coldness,I feel that so unfamiliar.

I hope we better be stranger.
and just say hello to goodbye.

I wont cry because of you, wont so to persist keep our contact,
at the end, Im lost...
lost many thing especially my happy time..
Fly away!!

But now..
cant fly away that is my final exam,
turn on my study mood,plz...

I really need it...

Gambateh...ddo all my best!!

Goodnight...KC

tonight sure have a nice sleeping,
because accompany with the raining night^^

escape

What is you wanna escape now?!
I really dont understand you,
when I see your comment,
Im disappoint...

share a meaning sentance:
be your friend better than be your lover.

ok...I know you in short time,
even can said we not really understand each other,
We know, because we need a people beside with us during boring time.

has a partner when wanna watch movie,
Has a people when wanna sing k.

useless....
i cant handle at all,
whatever you do...

I'm just can see your status in your FB,
That's all...

Nothing on you...


be your normal friend,rite?!

I will do well^^

doesnt mean I give up my dream...

Dont know why my feeling quite complicated when know something...

Fuck........

is about your bad thing..

your mettle...

You are guy,dont simply give up myself there,

I know you can do it...

I will shared this happiness with you in the back when you success.

dont to blow off what happened let you emo there,
change yourself.

Waiting for you.

I wont forget you in future...FOREVER!!

Goodnight^^KC...

Relationship

know I realize we how to maintain our relationship,
It is sms, WE never meet again,right?!

even once chance, you also don't want give,
let me hurt,let me cry.

what happen let you give up our relationship?!
my attitude?!my temper?!or I like spend money then you don't like?!

or you feel our relationship as like a game？
Finish the game that mean our relationship is game over...

At first,I also feel our relationship like a game,
We cant see in the future when we together,
we really complicated, I might not have confident with you in the future,
We always has quarrel because the small matter.

BUT...
The bad thing is before feel like a game,
now I'm serious face this relationship,
I'm really love you, but you quit the game.

I like your status,
Maybe our relationship is over the friendship，
yet havent reach the love position.

the timing was wrong,
I met the wrong people in the wrong time.

if repeat my life again,
I also choose this way again,
Because of YOU.

I will treasure our sweet time....
even lost you at last.

FRIEND...

GOODnight...KC!

3 sec

Today your status is can I love you 3 seconds?
If you asked me, I sure answer yes.

I like tonight sms, I like your inform where you go and eat.
You said no gf sure no celebrate.
You had dating, but you reject.

tried many time, tried to persuade you,
but fail...
give up because Im tired.

when I saw the sms Im down.
you really put me in fren basket.

You really willing heartless let me alone,
I not waiting,dont know why feel disappoint when you write this.

I couldnt get the best answer in the question.
Maybe I also dont want what answer is the best...

So....move on!

today I went HanXin college screening day,
I know his Ex had attend also.
Im curious,tried to meet her.I never saw her before.

finally...
I didnt saw her.
just saw her in photo!

we should not had met,
its embarassed if she know who am I...

better we are stranger.
Better we didnt meet forever then this secret will keep forever.

all happened had past.

My heart still is U,why cant past also?!

Goodnight...dear KC~~~

I know...U wont see itXD

Emo

My tired look...
tired extremely,done my production!
last min need settle the problem,
for video,15 sec really long,need use long time to settle it,
U know!!!!!

after my wake up,hvnt my breakfast,
den brounght the heavy laptop went college and started edit the video.

I repeat and repeat the video,
stuck....the dialogue and the sound effect,
it's a nightmare...
every group also have the argue,
cz every group also has fucker........

haha!!!
Now....final exam coming...
stop blogger,stop miss sum1,stop emo.....

i know I Emo...
quite serious loh!!

I hate U...really!!
But I cant forget U....seriously!!
I adapt my life now,
sometime sms u,sometime find u for release my angry and stress...

I really dont want got any change,
U can dont want reply me,
but dont want forget who am I....

I know our love can't repeat,
Ur heart dont have my position,
Im hurt till no feel,
cz our memories still in my heart long time oready...

I happy when u to comfort me,
I relax when u reply me immediately.
I smilee when read ur sms,
I cried when ur nomber in my hp..

I will smile while cry when ur status put in the relationship,
cz I'm relief, my heart had broken...

I repeated those thing in above,
U is the most important and unforgettable person in my life,
eventhough we have gf and bf....

and just now, sum1 chase me,
miss u immediately,
if i accept, I cant sms u,I cant chitchat with u...

Because of u,I scared accept new relationship,
I just wanna keep our relationship,
other 1 non my business.....

Stupid......